I was mindlessly sifting through the many videos that make up youtube, and some how came upon a non-disney princesses video collage thing, and it reminded me of all these great old animated movies that I'd totally forgotten about. Like

I probably should've written this about a month ago when I received it, like when I made the video, but unfortunately, I didn't really have the time till now. Anyway! For those of you that don't know what the 120 palette is, it's this:It's an eyeshadow palette of 120 colors that are highly pigmented. I didn't do swatches because there's already so many out there. Anyway, it comes in a case and they are stacked one on top of the other. If you want to see the packaging, you can watch the video, I open it there.
This one was just chipped, so it can still be used, unfortunately the other color was really broken, and even though I tried pressing it down, it was too soft for it to stay that way.
So it had to be thrown out. You can get insurance, in case this happens, and I did have it, but didn't feel one color was worth it to send it all the way back. This is a very good tool to have if you don't really have a lot of money, because they do run at about only $30. They are very highly pigmented, and if you're barely starting out, this is something that offers a wide range of colors if you don't really know what colors you like yet. The only downside is that they are incredibly soft, so they are a bit fragile and there tends to be a lot of fallout. But for the price and for the number of colors, I would recommend this for anyone looking to expand their make up collection.

If you are interested in buying it, you can go to ebay and just type "120 palette" and you'll get many results. Don't be scared if all the sellers are from Chinea, that's where I bought mine from. The actual seller I bought it from was Beauties Factory, and you can access their ebay store here http://myworld.ebay.com/beauties_factory/

Here's a Hayley Williams (Paramore) look I tired using this palette.
Thanks for reading and watching, hope this was in some was helpful.

"Because I died."

I'll never forget that line from "New Moon."

When a little part of you ceases to exist, you'll never forget it.
When you lose a part of yourself, you'll never forget how it felt.
You'll never forget every single emotion that was running through you when it happened.
You'll never forget that no matter how hard you tried, it felt like nothing you did would ever bring it back.
But most importantly, from that point on, you'd try your hardest to never let it happen again.

You learn how to live through it, and you'll learn that even if it does happen, it'll never be to that extreme and you'll know you have what it takes to get through it.

Two years ago I died. And then again last year.
It's one of the reasons I don't like January.
Both times, it happened on the same month.
But the second time wasn't nearly as bad as the first.
I knew I had what I needed to get through it, and I'm not saying it's happening again, but in the event that it does, I know it'll never bring me down as much as it did that first time. A broken heart is an extremely hard thing to heal, and although it's not completely healed, I know there's one person I can thank for helping it along the way and for speeding up the process. Just like anyone else in my life, I'll be forever thankful that he was brought into my life. I search for reasons to why certain events happen, and I finally realized that the reason last year happened was so that I could learn from my mistakes, and learn not to make the same mistakes again. I'm trying, but I can only try so hard. I just hope it's enough.

I finally put up my Christmas tree yesterday. It'd kind of my own little tradition, since no one else seems to want to do it. Then, my family has the balls to rush me into doing it. Since it's only a week before Christmas, they kept bugging me, "are you gonna put the tree up? when are you putting the tree up?" Jeez, if you guys want it up so bad, how bout you do it! But I've been putting it up on my own for about the past four or five years, and I like Christmas and it would feel weird without a Christmas tree, so I suck it up every year and put it, usually by myself.

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